Live, to love, Live, to die[x]

I smiled at him as I rest my head on his shoulder and let out a long sigh as if I had gotten alot off as I looked up at him and smile as I study the said of his face. "I am okay just like this..." I said as I started to look around as if it was someone else that had spoke. Maybe I was going crazy as I looked around to see it was just us in the living room as I looked at you as I guess waitting for you to answer this new person. It was so odd as how I started to feel naked around him as if he was braking down the prison bars that hold me. As the wall fall the more I wanted to be near him. Even if I could feel the shadows still there around us but more around me than him. As I started to wounder about how his life compaired to mine. What was different and was alike. As the whells turn in my head about this man that hold me now who save me from my personal hell. Who was he truely. I knew I was safe something scared me about him. I couldn't place it and why I felt it but I did. I sigh again as my mind started to go a mile a minted about him yet I couldn't form a single question to asked him.

I looked at her shocked as she asked me about marraged and having a family I shook my head before speaking. "I would marry you if it means you never leave again and stay by myside until the day that I die." I said to her as I gently rub her cheeks as I kiss her again before she could take back the question.

I looked at him and started to giggled about something of the preson on the tv was saying. My eyes never looked at the tv just looking at him as I slowly reach up and touch his cheek as I didn't know what to say as I looked at him as I open my lips. "So...what do you like to do?" I asked solfly.

I kissed her back as I looked at her more and smile. "I love that thought my love." I said with a smile as I pulled her closer to me and pulled her on top of me.

I listen to him as I smile light as he turn the to me as I bite my lips as try to think something I liked to do. "well like to read lot but haven't read in few years because of..." i said as shooked my head as i started over. "i the most i read like crown dule(a fight between to fighters), the sight. are two of my favoirt stories." i said as i started to wish if i had copys of them again. As the last copys i had was riped up in my face because i was not allowed to be smart. As I let out a light sigh as I couldn't stop it from comeing out as i close my eyes as the words that was yelled at me as simon riped them up and throwing them at me.

As we rolled around in bed kissing I gasp as she touched my sweets spots only one other knew about though it never went too far sex wise. it had ended shortly after Bright beated her ass because she was running her mouth about me moan lightly into our kiss as i lett my hand run trying to find her sweets spots as i moan more as her hand glarsed over my crochk.

I get up with him and followed him down stairs to the libaray as I looked in wow as his libaray was very big and lovely as she moved away from him without hestiating as if she was warming up to him as she gose and looked for a book to read as she keep listen to him as he said that this would be a good place to have some cave time. As far as I thinking and had seen this maybe my favoirt room in the house.I slowly pulled off a book looked at the back as he stop talking and looked at it and put it back until I came to Fallen by Lauren Kate and walked back to him and smiled as I put the book down and sit down with him. "It a very pretty room. One of my favorits so far." I said in a sweet voice as if I was someone else then the one that was in the living room a few moments ago.

I moan as I feel my boxer come off as I was just as ready as she was as I kiss her neck and whisper. "I love you Bright." as I work my manhood into her womanhood and make started to make love with her.

I looked at him and biteing my lips as I rub my arms as if I was cold but I was not really cold if you touch my skin it would be as if on fire. As I started to not feel so well as I try to figure out why I was not feeling too well all of sudduned. Unable to remember the last time I had my mouthly as I started to bite my lips harder. As if a switch was turn I was back to shell of a self and biteing my lips and shaking and steping away from him.

As I keept making loved to her stiching postionas after we came once. I wanted it to go on forever. I was not ready to give her up to sleep once she had let me in I was ready to go for a few hours even if it try to go lip I was not letting it as I keep working it until it feels like it was going to fall off. loseing count of how many times we had came. as I was just as loud as she was. "I love you too"

I was not used to all this as he carryed me with no instinced of harming me yet I still shooked for the fevor that was seemed to be setting in. As the temoter beeped I looked at it as it read. 102 degrees. I didn't know what it was as I started to sweat from the heat of the fevor.

I hold her as she mencend of the rape that I had forgotten about. As I felt kind of bad of how fast I kind of worked into it but she said it felt good and everything but i still feel like an ass as I hold her close to me. "I am glade you are happy and I am too happy that we are together." I said as I kiss her.

I lay there and looked at the tea and make a face I didn't wanted to make him feel bad. "I can't have pepermint...I will swall up like a ballon..." I said as I curled up on the couch and give a barking cough as I shake as I shiver.

I watch her sleep before I started to drift off into my own sleep.

"It okay. Iknow you didn't know." i said to him as he rushed out of the room with both cups as I couldn't help but smile as I cough more. "Just some hot green tea with 3 teaspoons of surger and 3 drop of honey, please..." I said as I bite my lip as I didn't wanted to sound so demaining. As I slowly sit up as I started to get dizzy as I slowly stand up and take three steps forward before falling over and give a low yelp as I land on my right side that was cover in buries.

I dream of sweet sunsets and holding brighet close to me as we lay on a beach and when the stars come out we conted them. As in sleep and aloud I said. "Count the stars and for ever star you count will equal to every 5 years I will love you." as I pulled her close to me as I hold her tight and protectively.

I try to get up and slowly walked to the kichen looking a bit paler since I was up and moving around. "X...bathroom??" I said as I put my hand over my mouth and my cheeks puff up.

Jason pulled Bight closer to him as he nuzzled her. "I will always love you more than there are stars in the night sky." he said in his sleep.

I looked at him as I make to the skick to rises out my mouth and wash away any since of the throw up. "I don't know...I don't wanted to be alone..." I said as I shook weakly in his arms as I looked down at it thought about what normaly happened when I was sick... In a closted away from everything.

I looked at her and kind of blushed at the thought of all that I could releived to her as I watch her run to the shower as I slowly walked in and watch the water run down her body before get in with her and kiss her shoulder gently.

I looked at him oddly as I rest my head on his chest was this what it was like to feel at home..to feel at easy...no looking over my shoulder no having to tencing up just wishing for it to end..I never wanted his sweetness.

I hold her close to me as we kissed more. "I love you too my love." I said as I play with her hair as I just enjoyed the water on our skins making feel as it was guleing us together.

I shooked my head as I rest my head on his chest as I bite my lips. "I am not sleepy..." I said as I lied about it as I lead more comfy in your arms. It almosted scared me how comfy was getting with you. Was I really that easy with falling in love with guys just once I am really comfy with them the turn over and show who they really are. I try to sit back up but unable to feeling light headed too.

"I love you too. I am too more than you could ever know my love. I don't know my love. Anything speacial you like to do?" I asked as I keep ahold of her not wanting to let her go for nothing as I kissed her neck.