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    1In Liz mind Empty In Liz mind Tue Nov 09, 2010 4:35 am

    Liz

    Liz
    Lieutenant
    Lieutenant

    Here I go again.

    I though I had something again
    I let you in
    Told you soo many things.
    I stood up for you
    When you took off
    Disappearing into the dark
    I sit and waited
    Was I stupid to let you in my heart
    Dreams standing right there with you beside of me...
    Hell, I wasted howls on you
    Tears on worried about you
    Lieing to myself
    About you.....

    You come back I stood there with a smile on my face
    Happy to see you....
    With a wind my smiled faded
    Standing there yelling and fighting
    Why could you do those to me...
    After all I had told you...
    Is the wolves never ment to be happy?...
    Because of you I am scared of letting another in...

    How low can I fall when everything just broken before me?
    I should be wanting blood but no...
    I just wanted to forget it all...
    Just mark you off my list

    Then she comes...
    The one of the smell
    Curessing me
    For something you did

    The only thing that slip out of my head
    'Your just a wolf....'
    with a nod a tear falls again
    I lost him over something stupid
    He send me though the bounding pain again
    Bella is the name of the one bestter than me

    All the pain cover me.
    i just wanted to curled up
    And just cloes my eyes
    And forget him...
    Though I can't forget the pups...

    2In Liz mind Empty Re: In Liz mind Thu Nov 11, 2010 5:29 am

    Angelic Abbadon

    Angelic Abbadon
    BoatSwain
    BoatSwain

    beautifully worded and spoken...but so sad ...caused by something u dont deserve..im sorry..

    3In Liz mind Empty Re: In Liz mind Thu Nov 11, 2010 4:21 pm

    Liz

    Liz
    Lieutenant
    Lieutenant

    My Flame

    Years after years
    Lifetimes after lifetimes
    I shall wait for you
    My Flame

    We are ment to be One
    But our lifetime of waitting
    Mockes us
    Leaving us uncomplet

    Or just me...
    Your bount part lives now...
    Brother and Sister....
    This lifetime...
    I will force a smile
    because I know where you feel
    for me...

    So, I shall wait
    Wait for another lifetime
    and wait for you
    Wait to fully our fate
    And be cast back to God
    As One
    I just hope just once we will be
    Ready to be such a thing...

    My Flame,
    My Love,
    My Soul Twin,
    My Life
    My Man
    My World
    My Starts

    Your Flame
    Your Love
    Your Soul Twin
    Your Life
    Your Woman
    Your World
    Your Univser

    4In Liz mind Empty Re: In Liz mind Thu Nov 11, 2010 8:52 pm

    Angelic Abbadon

    Angelic Abbadon
    BoatSwain
    BoatSwain

    awe =( sad aagains..=( but yet so amaazing

    5In Liz mind Empty Re: In Liz mind Thu Nov 11, 2010 11:05 pm

    Liz

    Liz
    Lieutenant
    Lieutenant

    thank you zack.

    6In Liz mind Empty Re: In Liz mind Tue Dec 21, 2010 9:34 am

    Liz

    Liz
    Lieutenant
    Lieutenant

    Mother Moon

    The mother is always intoxcating to all beasts.
    It what guilds in our hours of needs
    like a mother over her child.
    We drink from her beauty
    as her rays rain down on us.
    We prays her for she what gives us life.
    Our reason to breath is to find our place in her rays.
    As she always smiling down on us.
    May she guild us in everything we do
    as we pray her calling her our only mother!
    We drink in her name
    as we look forward to the great field
    with her lights shiny down on us
    as she welcome us to our true home.
    In our true form as we pray to our ture mother.
    Luna.
    Though she holds many names.

    7In Liz mind Empty Re: In Liz mind Mon Feb 14, 2011 6:04 am

    Liz

    Liz
    Lieutenant
    Lieutenant

    It always 3 step forward
    2 step back
    Jump to the right
    Swing our hips to the left
    Duck or take a foot in the face
    Pow!

    Falling back
    landing hard on our backs
    Looking up at as our world change
    and we lay there helpless on our back
    We find our streght to stand back up
    Dust our self out and go back for more

    We keep trying to climb up the lader
    Just to see a gun waitting for us at the top
    We stay where we are
    Acting as if we are happy with the move to say down.
    Soon we snap and move with the gun in the face.
    Bang!

    we fall back and land on our back
    Once more we looked up
    And watch helplessly
    As our world change again
    Yet we still find the streght to keep breathing
    We slowly move our feets and arms
    As stand up and move again

    Always 3 step forward
    2 steps back
    Jump to the right
    Move to the left
    Bow down to those who think
    they are better than you

    We are caged
    we are one
    We feel the same pain
    We dance under the same moon
    Though we are diffrent
    The story is different
    Yet the same
    We are brother and sister

    They keep us down and out
    As we fight to make to the top
    Where they wait for us
    To push us back down
    We never give up and never lay down
    Never let them kill us
    Die is for the weak
    We stand strong
    We stand Thousand strong
    Even though some don't know
    they are among our ranks.



    Last edited by Liz on Sat Sep 22, 2012 7:22 am; edited 1 time in total

    8In Liz mind Empty Re: In Liz mind Sun Feb 20, 2011 2:27 am

    Liz

    Liz
    Lieutenant
    Lieutenant


    Wedding day

    Hand holding out
    Feeling mixing in the air
    Unsure of what is really going on
    breath holds still
    Pressure builds up all around

    Everything changing oh, so fast
    Body shacking
    Mind full of thoughts
    Eyes begin to burn as it takes in everything around

    Feeling sick to the stomach
    With just one look
    His face so handsome
    His voice sweet as if like a lullaby

    Everyone staring
    Heart pounding
    Hand sweaty
    Voice unstained
    Vows of our own

    Waiting for to hear it
    Dream of it
    Can't wait for it
    To be his wife
    His lover,
    His Everything until death do us part!





    A Battle in Our Mind

    We walked into battle, with our head held up high
    Our weapon in hand, our thoughts are clear
    The sky so clear like an ocean of stars
    But not one friendly face, not even a moon to light the way
    The animals are quite, no wolf song can bring a comfort to me
    We know the blood will pour onto the land
    But we stand our ground, for we know...
    There will be no win for us or them tonight!
    Many think that we are caught in two different worlds
    But I close my eyes hope that this is nothing but a dream
    That old songs is wrong... for life is not a dream but a game,
    A game in which we all play, a game of chaste...
    No one can be sure who will win this game we play
    Attack this life before us, makes the battle wreath winning
    So we ran into battle, with our head held up high,
    With weapon in hand, our mind clear of thoughts...
    ***
    The sky glows as the flames burn into the day light
    The once green grass is now red with blood
    People cries for the lost ones, I stand confused
    Did we win or lost.
    So many gone, too many new wounds
    Too more new wounds
    A lot more to be forgotten, but now I think back...
    Were we really readily for this or not, so much is unclear
    for the ones that fell were they afraid or too weak to go on?
    NO!
    I can't believe that, for our flame were bright.
    And our sprit was high and readily for the fight
    the flames dim, will we last much longer or will we fade away?
    And the next group will come and take our place?
    I will not let that happen, I will die fighting.
    I'll not fade way and be forgotten...
    So, it begins!


    Cruel Man in my thoughts
    Flame burn high aginst the sky
    I stand there and watch
    as the screams come from all around me.
    The pain of that place seemed to be gone
    yet those eyes still burn under my skin
    still under his command
    Weak as he stair over at me.
    The Flames build like hatred
    why do I still stand my ground around him?
    Hands shack as the news come in
    what is going to happen now?
    Alone with him...
    Why didn't she get out...?
    I looked over at him.
    He smiles a cruel smile
    Trapped like a little rat
    under his orders I must stay
    the flames die...
    Were do you go to pick up your pieces...
    Of an already broken life
    a life that was never whole before.
    A sigh come over him.
    A tear from those cold eyes come down...

    9In Liz mind Empty Re: In Liz mind Sun Feb 20, 2011 2:29 am

    Liz

    Liz
    Lieutenant
    Lieutenant

    Believe or not to believe
    Unsure why I sit here and worried
    there is something more to do
    Action is the way to go...
    So they say.
    But so many have moved us by just sitting down
    And not letting their belief change
    Because of what they say or do
    I stand and FIGHT!
    Time for worried is over
    Let my voice ring from the mountain tops
    I want to reach out to the hurt and forgotten warriors
    Why do he forsakes his work?
    If he cared about us there would be anything’s different!
    Waiting for sounds of yelling about how great he is...
    I stand there and waited but no one called out
    for this great thing they believe in...
    Angles seemed to be forgotten here
    and demons come to play...
    I care not for I fear the end is near
    I will not let my belief die.
    It is written in a book...
    Under my bed.
    So do I really believe in my own words
    or Am I as fake as anything can be?
    Believe is to believe in something that you may not see...
    Or does it mean of something else.
    I can see many things but does not mean I believe in them all...
    I am just lost and confuse...
    So many as said this to me.
    I am not sure what I am or even who I am....
    SO I can't really say what I believe in... Can I?



    Unsure
    The sound in your head
    like a bad song
    there is a taste from yesteryears
    they all lead you to the one moment that you worked so hard to forget about it.
    The hate that fallen on your heart
    Pieces crashing down around you

    Screaming and crying...
    So love and hate comes in hand and hand
    past come flooding down over you

    you forget it all...
    Let it go
    close your eyes and fall into the darkness


    Moon Clan...
    Screaming at her...
    Not knowing what would happen next.
    The dark was always around her.
    I never knew what she was really going to do.

    Her scream still in my ears
    giving her life for mine
    she had done something I don't think I could do.
    Crying over the body

    Slipped blood on my hands.
    Never letting myself forget her...
    The pain will always be there
    Right here in my heart.

    Her time was so short
    with a friendship that couldn't be killed.
    A good soul gone
    Because of my hatred

    yet she saved my life
    When I disorder her.
    How could she do it?
    I don't think I would have done it if it was the other way around.


    Dear you,
    Can you hear my voice in the dark light?
    You were once everything to me.
    I stayed up for hours on in just thinking about you.
    Now look at us...
    We can barely stand each other....
    The love is gone and it turned to hate?
    The night of our passion die...
    I thought I was going to be broken forever!

    Here I am standing stronger than you!
    I see your pain and I tried to help you....
    Though you are too long gone...
    The darkness has token you....
    The Flame of Trust has died out.
    Shadow play on your face
    I feel sorry for you my old friend....
    Can you hear my voice in the darkest of night?

    My dear friend can you be a bigger fool
    the one that you wanted had been right in front of you...
    You broke her heart and now it done.
    The darkness has eaten you in your room.
    You are not the same as
    you were when we were young
    the playfully-ness has fade from your blue eyes.

    Once friend now Enemies of the ages.
    It breaks my heart that you have gone down a path
    that no one can save you from.
    Can you hear MY VOICE... in your own sorrow?

    I have tried to help you
    but you turned away from me.
    Just because I speak the truth.
    Well I hate that you are hurting....
    But you have chosen your path....
    I can only say I hope that you have a nice life in your soworville.

    From your old friend that is sorry that she can't do anything more to help you,
    JP.

    10In Liz mind Empty Re: In Liz mind Sun Feb 20, 2011 2:31 am

    Liz

    Liz
    Lieutenant
    Lieutenant

    Hot Vamp Boy
    Looking around and let out a sigh
    He so damn hot yet I can't have him....
    He belongs to her...
    I belong to him.
    Lost in this world of ours
    Love it sucks.
    Yet I let myself fall for him...
    I tried to close myself from the world
    but the walls can't hold him out.
    I want him so bad
    there is a taste in my mouth that I can get rid of.
    Blood runs down the lips of love that can't be

    Looking back now
    The unknown is what we fear.
    What could had happened
    Or what could had been.
    I had thought over the What If of my life.
    I am happy
    that I took the path I did.
    Look at me.
    I am standing on everything I wanted...
    Well mostly.
    I am 21 and I am a woman
    that is all I really know.
    So what people in past has fucked up.
    And left out of my life
    I just think that I could have been just like them.
    Say that I know everything... I know what is real and what is not.
    Though Even now my life seem like a dream.
    That I don't want to wake up from
    I am happy.
    I found people that like me for me.
    I don't have cover my face and act different

    I have learned that I hated the person
    that I was allowing myself to become.
    The wounds opened deeply as the more that I acted like her.
    Now that the dusty old cover is off
    I can see the woman that I want to see.
    I don't have to live in the shadow of her.
    I can say that this smile is true blue.
    Corky I know.
    Random thoughts come in and out
    just to say that I had done something right today.

    The further is still unknown
    I do not fear it
    I in embrace it
    with warm open arms.
    I have been through hell before.
    Why not just one more time
    for old time sake?
    So bring your best shot
    and let the rain and blood pour!


    New Season of Life and Home
    Holding breath as they started to come my way
    how much more can I take?
    The yelling and benign forgotten
    in the hell of life

    Holding on to something that is not there
    Dreaming of the days
    When it all fallen apart.
    Head are rolling
    Hands out for something more

    Hand shacking Fall night
    believing in something fake
    Wasted time Winter day
    bowing down again...
    blood boiling Summer evening
    no more of laying down
    Yelling again Spring braking
    Time to fight yet again

    Hate started to rise
    Couldn't waited anymore
    For someone to save me for this
    Hell that I was put in
    I am done...

    Blood runs down my arm
    Eyes started to glow
    Wings are broken
    Unsure what is going to happen.
    Randomly hitting things

    Hand shacking Fall night
    believing in something fake
    Wasted time Winter day
    bowing down again...
    blood boiling Summer evening
    no more of laying down
    Yelling again Spring braking
    Time to fight yet again

    fight or die...
    That is what they say
    I don't think it could just be that.
    Holding on to something that I am sure is even there

    I open my hand and it was nothing there
    Just air... and dust
    I looked up and started to cursing
    this Fake world that I must live in.
    What is there more that I could do
    Change it?

    Hand shacking Fall night
    believing in something fake
    Wasted time Winter day
    bowing down again...
    blood boiling Summer evening
    no more of laying down
    Yelling again Spring braking
    Time to fight yet again

    The time is done and gone
    I was a fool
    Believe in something so fake as this room.
    I look around it and see nothing but lost and unsure

    Wishing to be somewhere else knowing that it was gone
    there was no way getting it back.
    Wasted time of my life
    looking up at the sun and smile
    as dust dance around me

    I am fine...
    I have found home.
    A new life...
    In a place all new
    Holding to my own soul
    As I walk around
    in this forgotten place.

    11In Liz mind Empty Re: In Liz mind Sun Feb 20, 2011 3:13 am

    Liz

    Liz
    Lieutenant
    Lieutenant

    To My Grandma
    Full moon rise
    and the one that I could go to is gone
    She was tooken away from me so long ago.
    I wish that she didn't go...
    But a warrior knows when the fight is done.
    I know that she is looking down at me and smiling at me
    Know that she was proud of me...
    I wish she could see me get married...
    See her great grandchildren from me...
    Sprites hear my call...
    Let her know that I miss her and still love her.
    Thought I don't understand why she went away.
    I just wish I could had gone back and told her
    that I loved her one last time.
    To tell her good night once more
    to give her a kiss before I walked away
    to tell her that I will miss her
    Say that I hated to see her lying in that bed.
    She didn't really talk... for she was so drugged for the pain...
    Just little movement to tell us that she was still there...
    a little bit of blood that no one wanted to wash off her face.
    I wish that I could go back...
    Spend more time with her
    to show her that she could be proud of me...
    Just to hear her voice again...
    And it would really be her... not just a voice in my head.
    For her warm and comforted hugs.
    For her cookies at the Christmas time,
    to see her health one more time
    to see her wings that no one but me could see...
    She was my angle... She guild me for so long
    She knew how to make the hurt go away.
    She was the peace keeper for the family.
    She was Grandma Woolsey
    You love her but yet knew better then to make her mad.
    She passed back in 2003 or 2004... I am not sure.
    I love her with all my heart.
    I missed her more than anything from my past.
    This is for you Grandma!


    Zoey Redbird
    Sticks that smell
    Eyes that follow
    Heart that broken
    Past that remain
    The hollow tree that sings it song
    Wind that howls in the night
    Fire that burns the soul
    Rivers that flows forever
    Children laughter that melts the hate
    Embrace that you don't understand
    Learn for what has happen
    Do the will of The Goddess and Sing in her name.
    Hand shacks
    Tears fall
    forget me knots.
    Whispers in the air
    what more can one asks of thee?
    Love strikes
    a web that can't be tamed
    stand alone the chosen
    Voices of the betrayed
    Marked to change into something else.


    Ready or Not I Do Be Wed!
    Roll up your sleeves time to get messy.
    Holding in one last breath as the sweat rolls down your face
    it time to fight yet again.
    To show the world what you are made of.
    Time to yell and scream
    show the world your true colors.
    Bumps and scrapes are going to keep you down.
    They can tie you and call you names.
    Throw the stones at your bones.
    They may bent and brake
    yet you still stand there with your head held high
    you are tired of being pushed around
    Tired of been tell who you can love.
    Who you can be
    they don't like you from start
    so why would they like you if you change
    everything you are or going to be?
    With the voices in your head tell you...
    ' Not give up to their domains.
    The sun will set on them one day...
    Everything will not change from the get go.'
    The pops of bones as the steel clap like thunder!
    Blood pour like the rain as it falls to earth.
    Vision blurs with each wing and hit you take.
    You can't let them win.
    You will forever be the crazy girl under their belts and chains.
    Holding your breath and wishing to be what they want is not going to free you.
    Just sit you in their hold better.
    Don't let them win.
    Let the Thunder ring your name to all that will hear it!
    Push your body from the ground
    and show that smile that they hate to see!
    Laugh at every hit they give you.
    Smile every time they scream at you.
    Just know that you are YOU!
    Nothing going to change that!
    Your heart leads you to your freedom.
    Scream to the Mountain tops
    WITH THIS RING I BE WED!!!!!
    Nothing can stop you now!
    Your heart is true to his
    and his to yours.
    Let everything else die behind your shadows
    and embrace your new future with him.
    Let the rain come down
    Let the Thunder scream your name
    Let Earth die with you.
    Let the water wash away the pain of the past
    Let the fire burn into your passionate future!
    Let your spirit show you the way to your new found life!
    Let the rest be forgotten under your steps.
    I DO!
    Now I am Mrs. Chwarczinski and now no one can take it all away from me

    12In Liz mind Empty Re: In Liz mind Sun Feb 20, 2011 3:18 am

    Liz

    Liz
    Lieutenant
    Lieutenant

    Shadowy Lovers
    Because I love you...,
    Sitting here holding back my tears
    does you not care that I am here waiting for you?
    I feel like you look right through me like I am not even there.
    Words that go unspoken
    a day that waste away
    So much on my mind ...
    That I wanted to tell you...
    You look right through me again...
    My voice disappeared.
    My love for you still there
    as my body seemed to fade in time
    I sit here like a shadow on the wall.
    I want to scream and yell
    yet I have no voice to be heard
    I am your shadow...
    And I love you.
    This time I have fade away
    and there is not coming back.
    I am the love shadow that no one sees.


    A-Hole
    Open your ears and listen to things around you.
    You think everyone loves you.
    You throw your head up high like you are something.
    I look at you and laugh.
    You have this thing about you...
    You think that you the shits.
    I can smell you from right here.
    You think that you are Billy bad a$$...
    You can take anyone down if you wanted to...
    Well big little boy come and try it.
    Pulling me away from everyone just to stand there and have nothing to do...
    I am here to work...
    I would never think of you as anything but sh!t!
    Just look at you...
    Your hair looks greasy
    your teeth are ding with your mouth.
    These eyes of your full with hate
    you smell like last weeks old trash...
    You think that all women should be at home doing house work...
    And lay down at that a man wish...
    I couldn't do that.
    I strong
    I got too much free will than you know.
    I would never let a man talk down at me.
    I am happy with the one I am with.
    SO bring thing...
    Because you will burn
    when you mess with me.
    I will stand there and laugh as you go down.
    I can be as cold as anyone around here.
    So just try it.


    Mother
    Late at night and I know I should be lying down...
    But this was swinging in my head.
    Hand holding out waiting for a touch
    Lips wanting to be kissed
    Body that dance around
    Hoping that someone was watching.
    A dream that never dreamed
    Oh how the Fate wheels do turn...
    A mess in my mind,
    wishing to have a bottle at my side.
    So this duel blade can't hurt me anymore.
    The screams of Hell seemed to ring in my ears.
    Slamming doors was my lulbays.
    Safely in my bed as the screaming coming from down the hall...
    Why can't they just play nice?
    It just because of me,
    or her face?
    I started to fake a smile...
    Hoping that no one could see these tears...
    They all have a name from Hate to Lust.
    What can come of this world...?
    When a child still waiting for something more...
    And then grow up still waiting?
    Faces fading in and out
    as a dream die with all hope
    Cussing and tears
    Bitterness in her face...
    Why did she hate me so...?
    They say that we would not make it...
    Just look at us now!!!
    Living up in our own place...
    The ups and downs bring us one step closer to what we want.
    They say that we can hide everything from the world...
    Not true... The eyes are doorways into our souls.
    It tells on us....
    Mena with the dream of you and only you
    in this time of wasting away knowing there is nothing better to do.

    So write down and know that it is coming soon.
    The end of us all...
    Though it can't be written or set in stones...
    Oh great things will come in times...
    Can we say we saw it coming?
    I think not... things just happen
    some spining us out of control
    Making it impossible to stop.
    Take in a breath and wait for the hit
    everything falling down around us.
    Screaming and yelling as we call.
    Wishing that we could take it all back
    well here it goes.

    I AM NOT SORRY FOR WHO I AM!
    I CAN'T STAND HERE AND BE WHAT YOU WANT ME TO BE
    I AM WHO I AM
    THE GIRL IN THE BACK OF THE ROOM WAITTING
    FOR IT TO ALL FALL APART AS THEY LIVE THEIR LIVES AS IF
    NOTHING COULD HURT THEM.
    WHILE EVERYTHING HURTED ME.
    I AM NOT SORRY FOR WHO I AM!
    I CAN'T BE WHO YOU WANT ME TO BE MOTHER.
    I HAVE MY LIFE BACK...
    SO LEAVE ME BE MOTHER.
    JUST KNOW THIS... I STILL LOVE YOU.

    13In Liz mind Empty Re: In Liz mind Sun Feb 20, 2011 3:19 am

    Liz

    Liz
    Lieutenant
    Lieutenant

    Is this Me?
    Looking in the morrow
    who is this girl looking a back at me.
    She looked like a person that knows who she is.
    I know it not me...
    I am not sure what life is really out there for me.
    Yet she has my eyes and my hair.
    It my faces there looking back at me
    what is there that I don't see?
    Have I really missed what made me?
    What do I really want out of life...
    Lost of what could be learned.
    Breaking under the paths that I could take


    Marry Meet!
    Cast out this wish of good will into the Night
    to My friends a far
    Bless us as we cast this circle tonight.
    Guide us to keep us with the light
    So that we may not stray from the good around us.
    May our light cast to those who has nothing
    as we have everything a home to our friends
    Even though they are miles away.
    Let our light shine bright
    to bring us together.


    Ancestors
    Ancestors hear my cry.
    Guild me in the ways of the old
    So that I may find away to something more
    Let my heart be filled with the words of the old.
    Let me know what I should do.
    Show me how to listen to the earth and everything around me.
    Let me know how to live with the earth and not just on it.
    Let me see animals as brothers and sister than enemy.
    Clean my spirit and let me be as one of your brethren.
    Oh Great Ancestors let me hear the words of the Great Sprit above us.

    14In Liz mind Empty Re: In Liz mind Sun Feb 20, 2011 3:53 am

    Liz

    Liz
    Lieutenant
    Lieutenant

    Trying to make it Work
    I scream...
    I beg...
    I just want you to see...
    How much it hurts when you say that I should not do this...
    Though you do the same damn thing!
    I been trying to better... for both of us...
    Is that not good enough to you...
    The mind grows dead as the more Soup moves.
    My voice dies under the typing of the keys.
    My heart brakes under your silent.
    I hate that it has took over everything.
    I cry
    I brake...
    Under everything you seem to tell me that I should do it.
    It cuts deeper than anyone could think of.
    WOW is the only world it seemed that you want to be a part of...
    It makes me sick inside...
    Just push the best thing that has happened to you...
    I want to know why do, I always get the short stick of things.
    I work on the house but you sit there as if there nothing else to do...
    Got to get to level 80...
    I just wanted a kiss and yelling is all I get...
    I just killed you again...
    Sh!t happens I guess...
    I hate this new world that you have fallen in love...
    And everyone wonders why I don't do what I should be doing
    It does it seem to have no point in it...
    Call me a baby...
    I don't care anymore...
    I don't know why I stay....
    I love you but it seem like you have found a new love of your life....
    Blow me off like I am nothing but just like the others....
    Why am I always compared to the ones that hurt you...
    Have I really hurt you that much???
    Should I just go?...
    I don't want to ... I am happy ... I am confused...
    I am everything rolled up in one...
    Just keep making me feel like I am nothing to you...
    I thought I was your everything...


    Hate her
    I hate her!!....
    Tears in my eyes
    she token over my mother...
    If she does not want something then
    my mom stop everything she said that she was going to do
    one day that I wanted my mom around...
    She not even really going to be there
    let me out of this hell that ...
    I wanted nothing from that *edit your post and this will go away*....
    They are always there for my sister
    now the only time I am ever going to get married.
    They don't even what to be there....
    They were there for my sister 2 failed married.
    And the one that I am going to have is going to last more than they will ever know...
    And they don't want to be there to love me and be happy for me....
    Well I say F... her.
    F...her wife.
    I am nothing to them... so f... her.


    Unknown Face
    Standing here and looking out into the darkness.
    I feel at home here in the shadows.
    The things that I had fear seemed to disappear
    the dreams have faded from my head.
    I drop my weapon.
    The cold steel makes a clank as it hits the ground.
    My life seemed too changed right in front of my eyes.
    I take in the breath and hold on tight
    my ears started to change
    they goes into a point and becomes floppy.
    The cool wind blows in my fur.
    I change into a beautiful beast
    I let out a cry that turned into a howl.
    My long bushy tail wiggled around in circles.
    My cares of this form comes to me.
    I shift the ground from under my feet without making a sound.
    I smile a kennel grin as I take off into the darkness.
    Free to roam this world and be just me and nothing else.
    No mask to cover up what I have done
    or to hind from my past.
    To looked at my reflection and see ME
    not this girl that stands in my place around everything


    Our home or Not
    I close my eye and wish will all that I am
    Take us away from this hell
    That was once our little piece of haven
    Take us to somewhere we can be us
    Were we don't have to worried about stupid people
    Were our yard is our yard.
    Let it all burn away from us
    I dined thee to a life of hell
    I dined thee to a life of hell
    who would had done this.
    Well I am thinking about it.
    There so much better than what I am been livening.
    I am I living a life of lies
    or just a life of Hell???
    I didn't know I wish I could tell you all just go fu*k yourselves and move on
    with my little life
    But I don't have the voice for it.


    War
    In my heart
    I hear the sounds of the drums
    The Drums of war
    As the night
    Takes me to a place
    were the war
    Has taken over all that I think could be
    Taking breath as
    Children cries in the night
    What would be there
    In my heart
    I heard the voices of
    What I thought could be
    Holding this prison

    15In Liz mind Empty Re: In Liz mind Sun Feb 20, 2011 3:55 am

    Liz

    Liz
    Lieutenant
    Lieutenant

    The Shadow I have become
    Smile as I was part of the Shadows in my room.
    I was long and forgotten under the sun
    in the night I was left to live.
    Marked me and burned me
    Let it all come down like rain
    Leave me here by myself
    What could I do
    As I was forsaken to this world
    I didn't know if I could really live like this again
    Forgotten here in my little world
    Among the Shadows
    I could call them too me and leave this place behind me.
    I curled up to the darkness as the night sings it song
    Burn me and marked me
    Leave me and Tease me
    Love me and fight me
    GO ahead and forget me
    I don't care anymore let me live my life as I see it
    I belong here in the night !
    Leave me here were I feel like that I am loved.


    Love
    Love is it you?
    Or is it me?
    Or is it this place in my mind
    the land that cuts us
    deep in the heart of everything
    the darkness comes around yet again
    my tears spilled upon the ground
    Cold and die...
    Please say it not our love!

    Love
    it is you?
    Or is it me?
    The place that I lay my head at every night
    the sent is so sweet
    the wrath seemed to be there
    but they looked in your eyes seemed to
    die with each words I speak.
    Have we let it weather and die?
    Cut our love and let it bleed!

    You and me
    me or you?
    Love or pain?
    Pain and Love
    Let it all go under
    as this world cut us and it bleed
    I don't want this anymore
    the pain of the world around us
    that does not want us to love or be happy.

    Let this die
    Let them be right
    Let them see us walk away from everything
    Everything that we build
    Let them see it burn
    Light it up and watch it all go away with
    A firefly blames
    Our bleeding love
    As to end some way
    So let us take it like this one
    Write the hate notes
    Let the tears run down our face
    Let them see us pain of all is gone
    Paint the picture they want to see
    Ripe out our hearts for them
    Forget everything we have been through...
    Let the fight end with our blood on the floor.

    16In Liz mind Empty Re: In Liz mind Sun Feb 20, 2011 3:57 am

    Liz

    Liz
    Lieutenant
    Lieutenant

    Air Cast
    Brother Air
    Without you we can't breathe
    we can't live without you.
    You bring so much life to us.
    May you wisher the secret that we want to know
    you are our brother
    In the name of Nyx I call Air to my circle
    May you protect us as big brother would.


    Fire Cast
    Sister Fire
    Without you we would not know wrath of the night
    your flame burns within us all.
    It is want gives us life.
    May your flame light show us the way to enlighten
    you are our sister
    In the name of Nyx I call Fire to my circle
    May you show us beauty as a sister would.


    Water Cast
    Father Water
    without you we couldn't be
    you make up our very body
    your steam runs though us.
    May you show us a father's love.
    You are our Father.
    In the name of Nyx I call Water to my circle
    May you guide us through our life as a protection as father would.


    Earth Cast.
    Mother Earth
    Without you we are nothing.
    You give us somewhere to live
    somewhere to call home.
    May we heal you one day
    You are our great mother
    In the name of Nyx I call Earth to my circle.
    May you guild us like a kind mother


    Spirit Cast
    Great Spirit
    Without you we would be lifeless.
    You glowing life lives within each of us.
    You give us our way of life
    May you never leave us when we need you most
    you are our playful spirit
    In the name of Nyx I call Spirit to my circle
    May you show us a new way to live.

    17In Liz mind Empty Re: In Liz mind Sun Feb 20, 2011 3:59 am

    Liz

    Liz
    Lieutenant
    Lieutenant

    Why linger here?
    To linger here and knowing something
    I can see them hurt and pain
    I want to help them but I can't
    the moon light shine down at them.
    And they are able to make their self happy but yet they sit in the dark
    I don't know why I am here in the dark of souls around me
    Magic and power pounding around me
    Holding my breath as the night turn into the dawn
    Loving to hear her words of love and hope
    Knowing it would all fall on false hopes
    And all would die in the heart and soul
    Deep breaths and understanding what is going on.
    I looked around at each of their faces knowing that there is no helping them
    OH great one what could happen if I would just show myself and show them
    what could happen to them.
    To linger here and not knowing home and love ever again,
    Just people passing by and living a life that I once had.
    I am just a shadow to them and nothing more
    No more can be really there.
    I am just a fly on the wall .
    No voice of my own
    No life at all
    Just a shadow
    Unsure if they knew that I once lived there where they call home
    I just linger here and let things go on
    Why do I linger here knowing there could be something better out there for me?


    Raven's calls
    Breath with every step you take
    to face the unknown as the Raven Calls
    Power untold will show itself
    in a form shown to our kind!

    Shadow Raven lacking around
    weary minds watches with no age
    New Protections will be cast
    Ones that hate each other will join forces!

    Raven calls to it father
    Whose lays beneath the Earth
    Lost and forgotten but soon will rise
    To struck fear in women alike

    The Queen do dance to see her beloved king
    'Rise old Great One!' she do calls out
    As the Ravens take their form
    The Earth do cries as the wicked kind rise

    Oh, how we weep as the Earth dies
    Taken from us once
    Why yet another time
    Arrow straight and true

    Oh the Raven Calls
    The earth do bleed
    The wicked one rise
    Is all hope lose with the earth?


    Past Life Nightmare
    I can't shack it
    The feeling keeps coming back to me
    Can I really breath
    I see the light again
    And it still night fall
    Let the wait end and fade with this night
    Sweet voices Chanted to me
    I followed the voices
    You are who you are
    Dreamer
    Fighter
    Protector
    You are a part of me as I am to you
    The dream unfolds before me
    Helpless hands go unsteady
    As I dream of him yet again
    I dream of Sin...
    The darkness pulled me back into the burning hate and fear.
    you are who you are
    Dirtied
    Nothing
    Trash
    You are a part of me as I am to you
    Trapped under her shadows
    They seemed to cast out farther than I can run
    Miles away and I am still judged by her.
    Compared to the one that I hate
    the one that I love
    It can't be...
    Slowly breathing in and out
    will there ever be a brake for me?
    Never because I will die then be reborn
    into something sadder than what I am today.
    From a pretty princess to a poor little girl that barely can make it.
    From a medaions man daughter to this...
    my blood line slowly dies
    I am the last of my kind...
    So I thought
    Then I met him...
    The man that I had married or almost married in my past lives
    nothing came close killed by his own brother.
    Thank god I got him now.....



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    18In Liz mind Empty Re: In Liz mind Sun Feb 20, 2011 4:02 am

    Liz

    Liz
    Lieutenant
    Lieutenant

    One Year
    going under
    One year
    Nothing different than before
    Lost and confused
    under pressure
    No Job
    Life is going down a path
    Unsure and losing the battle
    One year
    Nothing just like before
    No pretty things to show off to people
    Just my old shoes
    Wallet empty
    Wanting something to show from all the work I did
    Nothing has changed...
    Just us with nothing but hate for the place that we call home for now
    Losing what I thought I knew was home
    Then Look around me there was no home from the beginning


    Pieces
    Pieces by Pieces
    you slowly make a picture
    do you disgusted by what it looked like
    Forgotten and lost
    Like shards of glass scared around you
    broken dreams and hopes
    unwanted to fight all the time
    Letting it all go
    Throw it all as it all come down around you.


    Dream
    Dreaming of something else as I sit here and looking out into the darkness
    I let this time slip away as if I couldn't do anything to hold it close
    braking down to what I think is real
    All that is around me seemed fake.


    Unknown past
    The heat beating down on me
    As we work I hear the sound of the past
    Why must the voices come to me?
    The heat of battle comes ringing back in my ear
    Pain and the lost comes racing back to me
    Tears are hind by my sweat as I work.

    19In Liz mind Empty Re: In Liz mind Sun Feb 20, 2011 4:05 am

    Liz

    Liz
    Lieutenant
    Lieutenant

    To Stormy~
    Skin like an angle
    Voice of a goddess
    Graces as of a butterfly
    Wised like an owl

    As I looked into your eyes
    My body takes me away
    As I long to have you by my side
    Hoping that this high will last forever!

    To feel you’re silk like skin on my hand
    as I touch your cheek
    Sweet whispers run through my mind
    only if I could really speak them out loud!

    Your voice seemed to chase this fear away
    that had a tight hold on me
    Oh my lady of fair
    what could you ever see in me?

    I have no money to buy you pretty things
    No car to take you out in
    No place for you in my past
    only in my future do you have a place with me.

    I may have no money
    maybe not even the best looking face around...
    I have my words to tell you how beautifully you are
    my love are unmated by any gold or silver that the others could bring you!

    You may say this is a bold question
    You may just turn around and slap me
    I have to asked it or I will die if I never knew what you would say
    Would you kiss me and got out on a date with me?

    ~Raph~


    Warrior Oath to You
    Story of a warrior
    has come to be born to night
    she will service her lady of fair
    with her life.
    She is now bound to her and her alone.
    She in barks into a new form of Son of Erebus
    First of her kind in hopes that others will follow her.
    Lady Rei she will do her will
    for she had freely chosen to be at her side.
    Waited too long to bow her head and after her sword to her.
    Gratefully Lady Rei had taken her on her oath.
    Now only death can break the bond.


    Great One
    Hands of broken helped.
    Promised left undone
    lands and heart is one.
    Water and fire never touch
    Heart and soul is all but other
    Eagle and Wolf runs and plays
    Twins of two sides of a coin
    Random with Since
    Love and hate
    Passed and fall
    Forgive and Unknown
    Foreseen and undone.
    What can you hear the words that come to us
    Oh Great One full us up and let it all fall down to
    To those who do us harm!
    Take and given
    Love and Hate
    Heart and soul
    we are one for now and forever
    nothing can break the bond now!
    We are lovers for different life.
    Let it be done
    OH GREAT ONE!

    20In Liz mind Empty Re: In Liz mind Sun Feb 20, 2011 4:08 am

    Liz

    Liz
    Lieutenant
    Lieutenant

    Dark side of life
    Lost and can't be found
    I don't know who I am.
    I don't know what I should do
    I turn into a closed door.
    I kick and banged nothing but hate and coldness comes over
    Sick to my stomach
    Tears pours over me
    Red room....
    Pain and lost
    Forgotten
    In the loops
    Rules to be broken
    Love to have
    a world out there from our own.
    Not in our mind but into the spirit!
    I can't keep listening to the little voices that mean nothing to me.
    It hurts but I can move on.
    Fading in the darkness that is around me.
    But yet I can see the light out there
    something is holding me back.
    What can I do
    what I am?
    Screaming and the hatred taking over us all
    It something I have to do
    I know that feelings will be hurt.
    So what...
    I have been hurting too long.
    WHY must I be this way?
    Don't let me go love
    I don't know who I am!
    I put a wall up to keep everything out...
    I didn't want it to keep you out...
    I don't want to hurt you but it seemed that I am hurting you anyways
    I can see it in your eyes.
    What can I say or do to make you see what I am going through
    Please don't turn away from me!


    Untold Nightmare
    In the shadows
    I lay waiting
    for my vacuums
    slowly they walk
    down a path
    they know not of
    Death that lays ahead
    for us all.
    Some will go with great proud
    Some will go with nothing at all
    All I have to say is remember this face;
    It will be the last thing you see
    Before you draw your last breath!
    I sit and wait
    for the cold to come for me
    though it has came close many of times
    but never fully covers me
    as it has the others.
    So here I lay awake waiting for it
    to come for me
    Blood lust
    is what it is
    Come and have your full
    For I know my blood is tented
    By the past
    Of which has led me here
    Screaming of nightmares
    Unsure of the daylight
    Let us dance in the moonlight
    As it takes us by our souls tonight
    Let us know who awaits for us
    Death and disperse
    Life and Desire
    I throw my hands up in the air
    As I wait in the shadows
    For what most may not be able to see
    Demons of the shadow realms
    The weak will fall
    The strong will fade
    Battle undone
    Going on for many years
    Let it go they tell me
    I can't for is battle as took too much from me
    Dream of the end
    Yet fear the end...
    Irony just thinking about it.
    Wish for something that is not evil
    Yet look at the past
    Burned for what I am
    Hunted because I was feared
    Exited by the one I loved
    Killed by family
    Speared by none
    The path of a freak like me
    What am I?
    I don't know myself.


    Unknown past
    The heat beating down on me
    As we work I hear the sound of the past
    Why must the voices come to me?
    The heat of battle comes ringing back in my ear
    Pain and the lost comes racing back to me
    Tears are hind by my sweat as I work.

    21In Liz mind Empty Re: In Liz mind Sun Feb 20, 2011 4:10 am

    Liz

    Liz
    Lieutenant
    Lieutenant

    Confined what I am.
    Look at what I am…
    Can you see the true me as I lay here
    Waiting for you my love
    Do you know what I have done?
    Do you really care what you love?
    I am not human…
    Nor am I vampire
    Or werewolf
    I am a freak
    Can’t you see that there is no saving me?
    Just cut me and kill me
    Save yourself from this despair.
    That I am sure I will give you
    With every kiss is sealed with a lie…
    Why do I let you keep going with this lust?
    I am a fool for you.
    Your face, touch and soul
    Keeps me here
    Do you see why I can’t stay here anymore???
    I wish I could fully tell you what I am feeling.
    My head is screaming as I cry.


    Fools’ hope
    Dreamers’ lane
    Feeling so high
    A story waits to be told
    All high bets
    As the demons play their songs
    Hands reached out for help
    No one there because of this rage
    Brother, Sister
    Lover, Enemy
    Birth, Death
    Screaming voices
    Hate that rising
    Lost of self
    Rage blind you

    Falling so fast as I think of what could had been
    Sitting here at 4 in the mornowing
    And all I see your face
    The last time I saw it
    Words that were said
    I never got to say I am sorry…
    It hurts that you told that you were leaving
    There was nothing I could say or do to change it
    It was because the way I acted one fateful night
    My true self got the best of me.
    And now your blood is on my hands.


    Images…
    Drip, Drip goes the sound of rain
    Cold breath upon my neck
    Vision blurring in and out…
    Under the chain of my enemy
    Kicked at
    Cursed out
    P!ss on
    What a life!
    Try your best to make me
    Bend and brake
    I know that there is no released for me
    The pounding in the back of my head
    Because of the images play like a slideshow
    Images of Pain, love, and lost

    22In Liz mind Empty Re: In Liz mind Sun Feb 20, 2011 4:11 am

    Liz

    Liz
    Lieutenant
    Lieutenant

    Set of poems that all gose together but stand well by theirself.

    Poet
    Words on paper
    Moves the Strong and weak alike
    I have on my side a voice of color
    My word are written on the sands of time
    Many will know me as a Spiritual soul
    The word of Poet will move everybody just by words
    I was chosen by Nyx to write down her words.


    High Priestess
    Chosen friends are hard
    They must be true even when you have some kind of power
    Yet it is hard been me
    When everyone looking up at me for answers
    I feel that I must be sometimes wiser then my years.
    All I can say is I will do my best to be a good leader and friend
    I didn’t asked to be High Priestess but I was chosen to be
    I will do my best in doing Nyx’s will.


    Air
    Always around
    Can be care free
    But yet pushy at times
    Is something to fear and love?
    Without me there is no life
    Air were part of everyone


    Fire
    Pictured as rage and hate
    But is so much more
    Am graceful, loving and warm
    Dancer of flames
    Warm voices
    Without Fire there is no raging love


    Water
    Life started with water
    Making up everybody
    Pure and claim
    Crystal clear as ones future
    Always flowing
    Water bringer of life and love


    Earth
    Our very home
    Strong as a single mother
    Surpoting everything
    Can and will show rage as a mother
    Sadly she is batter with stupid things
    Earth our one true mother


    Spirit
    Is everything
    You can’t touch it
    But you can feel it
    Essences of it presences
    It makes everything what it is
    Spirit the guider


    Circle Poem
    We are crazy and leaders
    Brothers and sisters
    The circle is family
    Family is belonging to something more
    Eyes on us always
    But we are one … we are strong
    We are leaders
    We can do anything as long as we have each other
    We are the Circle


    Circle’s Code
    We hold these cold
    As clear as each other
    A promise that can’t be broken easily
    Characters that we bear
    Understanding as Air
    Loving as Fire
    Claiming as Water
    Caring as Earth
    Bounding as Spirit
    We know there is more than being in the circle
    Then the power given to us
    We promise to up hold all
    That is asked of us to the best we can


    Red Moon
    Oh, Bright Red Moon,
    In the sky above us
    We asked of favor from thee

    To keep our faith high in all that we believe in
    Weather it be in you or just some greater out there that we believe in
    For a good harvested when the time comes
    Many things can be harvested from food, love, wisdom and friendship
    And may you be smiling down on us
    To show that we are truly loved by someone and this circle

    Let us face anything bravely
    For you is the last full moon of the summer nights
    As we look around us
    Let us enjoy the change around us
    From the leaves colors to cold nights
    You started of school and learn from others

    Let us have open minds to everything we shall learn this month and more
    The wisdom she shares to us tonight will be with us as we will grow to love Nyx and thee
    The thing is she lives in us all as our goddess Nyx dose.
    We thank you for what you share with us.

    Thank you Red Moon
    Thank you Nyx!

    23In Liz mind Empty Re: In Liz mind Mon Feb 21, 2011 6:05 am

    Liz

    Liz
    Lieutenant
    Lieutenant


    Wild beast
    Shadow standing there
    just birght as the day
    as the night comes to a close
    bones shitfing
    a cold breezed comes over me
    as the sun rised up as i looked
    i see a monster in me
    as if i was a human looking at me for the frist time
    unknown that scears the souls of soo many.
    yet i don't see myself as a monster anymore
    just another beast of lust and wild calls
    now i sit and wait for the moon to rise again just so that i could be my whole self again
    just called me Wild Beast that runs and hunts and calls out for other of my kind
    saddly there is no other like me here or around here...


    forsaken

    the forgoten,
    that wounder around this world
    wishing to be remember yet again
    set their fire once more
    to burn the heart of enemies and friends alike
    show that the forsaken ones will rise up once more
    light the sky every colors
    letting everything go
    fighting to be
    laugh in the rain
    dream of the future.

    Love
    her sweet smile can warm the coldest of hearts
    her warm hugs can catch a strom away
    she is my heart and i can't let her go
    her eyes i could swim in them until the end of times
    not wantting anything to hurt her
    if i could i would take all her pain and make it mine
    hold her up so she can see the world around her.
    she is my new world and i will do all i can do for her
    so what is a guy to do...
    her beaty takes over me everytime
    her long hair that is tight curls.
    her sence of sweet roses
    i am sure of one thing i love her with all my heart
    -lee-

    24In Liz mind Empty Re: In Liz mind Mon Feb 21, 2011 6:09 am

    Liz

    Liz
    Lieutenant
    Lieutenant


    Fool and a Mistake
    A mistake,
    With blood on the floor
    Icy touch,
    Still bruning the skin
    A fool,
    That hurt the only family that understands
    Curle words,
    Pass the lips that was masked

    Not sure that the smell
    Of cleasing and blessing
    can remove all that was lift
    that night when a mistake
    turned into a nightmare....

    Letting someone in
    even though you knew yourself
    It was a mistake...
    in your head it was
    you or them...
    I would give myself up for everyone that I love!
    A fool and a misstake
    for the love of her family!


    Fake love
    Cut out my old heart...
    It only gets me trouble
    I fall in and out of love with the foolish man
    His eyes that pires me
    As he lay there bleeding on the floor.
    All I knew was it was an old life
    when my perfected world came crashing down
    he was there to pick me up
    Littled did I know it was he who
    Broke down the world around me
    I fall into the darkness as the world around
    Shaider inot many picest around me.
    Holding breath as the man
    That took my brathe away....


    Full Moon
    The cool winter air runs in my hair.
    As the night grows near.
    The staicked is in the air
    As we wait for the moon to rise
    We can alreadly feel the change slowly take hold.
    Every thing started to highting...
    Smell to hearing.
    Waitting to make the night full of music.
    To hear the voices to echo back to us.
    Not mean of us here
    But still a pack none the lest.


    I am with you but yet soo alone
    Wantting your touch
    to hear your voice
    Wrap myself in your embrass

    25In Liz mind Empty Re: In Liz mind Mon Feb 21, 2011 6:11 am

    Liz

    Liz
    Lieutenant
    Lieutenant

    prayer
    Standing on the egde
    On a blade
    A drop of blood
    Fadeing in and out of our world
    Dreaming of the Past
    Hopeing for no future
    So it seems
    Paint the walls
    The bright colors
    Though No color stand out
    As rain comes down.
    The worlds apart
    Yet soo close
    Whips and chains
    That hold me here.
    Now I lay me down
    to sleep
    My my soul forever rest
    with the full moonlight.


    Bed Fun
    Dream of lips and hips
    Not knowing who they belong to
    The touch was solf and gerntel
    The flow of feeling and thought
    Linked to the crazy past
    Feeling of safe and home here with their voices
    Knowing nothing could hurt me.
    As the fires reached for the sky
    and the Dreams flowing
    To connented the dots from past and persent.
    I can't beleive that the futuer is always sit fully.
    On grain can shift and brake what could had been or what was.
    So I have to beleive in us and them.


    losing
    A kick
    A scream
    The pain
    Losing something
    That was just found again
    A cut
    A drop
    The little words
    Deal has been done
    Sold out for a night of fun in the moon
    Lost
    confused
    Unfair is what one would yell
    As it not fitting for what has been done.
    Dream
    Hope
    Love and lost in hand in hand
    Why must one lose it just to know that it going to happened
    Yet again on because of a push
    words that didn't mean what was said.
    Go have fun
    but really was
    Stay here with me
    loveing feelings
    Just push them aside
    It not like what we have here in this world
    The world that we made for us.
    Let it all go...
    It hard to now that the dreed has been done.
    A life in the egde.
    I don't have the hearted to end it
    though it has crossed my mind a few times
    and end it all for me
    to leave me in the darkness and cold that now has
    fulled my air... as the bond is cut or slowly slips.
    As the heart dies leaving us undone.

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