Fire poems

The witch's word take not light of heart
Spoken in third, Strength sets it apart
The full Moon Light the truth she bares
Moon Goddess delight, for all she Shares
Learn ye not, intent for ill,
Her words be taught to impower thy will
Receptice hand
Thive knowledge into it pour
love all thats alive
the eath adore!

it is was a poem about Nyx

My Love
That dark red hair
those bright blue eyes
makes my heart always cry

Six months past
and I'm still your's
we hold hands on
that beaded shore

Everday I pray and say
that just one boy
you can't take away

James

You were eight
and always wanted to play
that day I was running late and said No way

Little did I know the game you wanted to play
That game you always played out there in that street
that wasn't so far away

I heard the horn, then a crash
I ran to secen pray plz
let it not be you

I found you laying in the street that day
the day god came and took you away

I turned and ask the diver why
the drunk man had no reply

Now I sit her and always cry
about that little eight year old that died

R.I.P James Spain

June 12,2000
June 11, 2009

its hard to say I love you
when the person breakes your heart
it hard to say I care about you
when they walk away
it hard to say that the world mean nothing with out you
when you're not standing here next to me today



I what I meant when I said I love you
was that I couldn't live without you
What I meant when I said I'll never let go
was that I finally found you
what I meant when I said please don't go
was I would died without you
What I mean to say is
I do

These images keep play again and again
as I lay here in my bed
trying to get them out of my head
The way you were so mean
to do those things to me
did you think I wouldn't scream
did you think that I wouldn't make a sene?
How could you do that to me
to take way my diginity(sp)
to make me feel ashame
I want to watch you burn
I wanna see you hurt
for you see
you can never take way me

I can't say what I want to say
this pain gets me every day
every hour every min.
it takes away part of me

The life I once knew
now could never be
for you took
the only thing left for me


all I feel is the pain and the hurt
buring deep within
the Fire is what you took
the life and a friend


(R.I.P Sara, you thought that there wasn't a way out, you bottle everything up you will be deeply missed not as a girl but as a daughter, a sister, a lover, a friend)

The tears never stop
My heart still beats
The cold sad darkness
still gets to me

you say those horrible things
make me wander why
was just out of pure hate
did you know you made me cry?

Time to move on
if you just let me try
I love you like a friend
you don't have to die.

The Game.
it was a game
that is what is was
it was a game to see
if it was love or if it was hate

you used me for your own personal gain
all in the name for your stupid game
I loved you dearly
as I still do today

but the fire in my heart
still burns from the things you say
do you not understand
I gaved it all away

for what?
for who?
it was for you
my love
my hurt
my pain

all you can do is bring me pain
the sorrow that I ache
will be with me me for days
but like you said
it was all just a game.

Kyle

You saved me from the dark
you took my hand
you told me that you'll be my man
you took my heart
and kept it safe
the heart I gave
you took away
you tear it up
and now I'm down
all I do now
is sit here and frown
as you sit there polishing your crown.
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Darkness turns to gary
to me its just another day
the tears I cried
I can't take back
I love I had
I wish you could see
just how much you mean to me

No more
I can't take it
day after day
there is just no way to break it
why is it that you think its okay
to just keep adding to my pain
all the shi* that you say
the people you keep pulling away
can you see you won
can't you just be done?
I can't take this anymore
now just please walk out that door.
my family my friends, do you not understand
the pain has to finally end?
I though about it you see
the sweetness it would bring
the peace that I so despreatly need
My head is inbetween my knee
the tears are done falling
this needs stopping
will my death bring you peace
would you smile would you bleed
when I need you , you always leave
when you cause me pain you stay
a girl can only take so much
before she calls it quits and finally it ends
its up to you. make your choice
just give me my peace!

You called me names
you told me to leave
you were being mean
now it my turn
you get to hear what I have to say
I'm done with you
baby we're threw
you push and push
and my hate just grew
I found a man
one you'll never be
He holds me in his arms
and watches me sleep
you had your chance
I let time be
now just listen
stay away from me.

Babe you are my everything
why should it matter what they think
why should it matter what they say
I want you and you alone

those nights together
the days apart
the sadness that is in my heart
baby you take it all
that makes you you

baby I love the way you look
your touch your eye
you could make a girl cry
Can't you see ?
Baby you mean everything to me!!!!

Payback ((Just a heads up its a rap I made lol)
I'm the girl you hate
I'm the one you played
I'm the one who got away
I'm the one you miss today

what did you think I just sit and wait?
waittin for that day that you come back to me?

Baby life changes
you were never even worth the waittin
all the pain all the fighttin
Baby boy I anit lying

You can hate
you can play
you can hoe around all day
but when the sun sets
and your alone in your bed
all you gotta say is 'dang she got away.'

Scared to love

I played with fire
I fell for you
my hearts desire
suddenly grew
the dream filled nights
those tried eyes
make my heart cry out why
the love I had
now I must hide
scared to death
you'll see me cry
sleepless nights and hunted dreams
baby boy can't you finally see?
That maybe this was meant to be?

*Sad song* (For Sam Maxie)
Heart breaking
tears falling
that sad song keep on coming

Told the truth
scared of you
love you once
which I still do

Memiores
those horrid thoughts
those nights with you
best forgot

Take my heart
tear it apart
with you gone
its just another sad song

I have hate in my veins
where blood had once been
I have red in my eyes
where tears fill to the brim

The nights are filled with pain
of course the days are the same
You took my sunshine
now all I see is rain

My heartbeats cold
the black door has closed
your love was fake
Now I'm filled with hate

My sunshine
you lift me up
and let me shine
you're kiss are real
believe me I can feel
you're love is like the rain
you pour it on me everday
we have our ups and downs
yet we never let it bring us down
I gave you my heart and you gave me yours
Now how do we get to the next part.

The burises you gave me
you say are out of love
you say they put me in my place
you say that it shows that I am own

But what if I think different
that they're your way of showing
that you are not a man
that I am not something you own

what if I think that you gave them to me
because you are nothing but a slug
just a simple bug
that can be sweeped under the rug

The bruises are wounds that never open
but you can see them
you can feel them
what if they are your anger
what if they are my destoryer?

Questionable Love

The marks you left
burning deep within my fleash
The addiction you gaved me
everytime you called me baby
My alone time with you
I never want it to be through
the hurt and anger that you brought
was it your own enjoyment that you sought?
Is it time to move on
to sing a new song
The love we have is true
I never wanted nobody but you
But the way that you treat me
can I really call you baby?
All the lies and tears
is this your way of showing fear?
All the lie that you feed
will just end up dead
But the best lie you told
as the one that meant gold.

These tears fall
I feel the pain
I feel anger, the hate
to be used like this
to be thrown away
was everything I did a mistake?
I tried to help
but now I am done
have your way
I hope the fire burns the sun

To the Ex

you make no sense
you talk about leavin
that it aint easy
b!tch you did it to me
it took less then three
so go ahead and say your sh!t
aint nobody got time for it
you ask for forgivness b!tch please
i'm so f**kin done being on my knees
Take your a$$ and leave
anit nobody wants sh!t like ya
so watch me now as I say f**k ya

TO A HATEFUL EX

This pain never stops
My heart will never quit
what you said did the trick
you wanted to fight just for fun
not really knowing that we would be done
My tears you made were from love and anger
I did not need to know you banged her
The love I had
was pure and ture
I just mad
I wasted it on you.

you say that we belong together
knowing who I like
you say I love you
hopeing to make it right
I don't feel torn
The words will not form
i can't say I love you
not anymore

will not lay my arms down
do you think that I am some clown?
What happened before
it was all part of the storm
to turst you again?
I rather be dead
you don't get it do you
my love is not longer for you
why can't you see
just let me be
I love him
like he loves me
love don't you get it
is a powerful thing